Never thought there'd come a day
When you'd be satisfied with not dreaming
When the mediocrity of every day life
Becomes the new normal
When
The mere thought of a free day
Feels like an alien concept
To earn which you must sweat and bleed
Never thought there'd come a day
When you can't even lay back and stare at nothing for a few minutes
When the mere thought of not doing something. Anything. Is like a cringe-worthy plague.
Never thought there'd come a day
When you did not wish to do what you love
Even of it was at your own pace
Even of it made your heart skip a beat
Even if the day was perfect.
Never thought there'd come a day
When the only thing that ever really mattered to you
Did not matter any more
For who can say what can be desired
Or what one must have
To live a life worth fighting for.
Never thought there'd come a day
When you were too numb and tired
To care about what is important
When all your connections and passions
Snip their strings and drift away.
Nothing matters.
Never thought there'd come a day
When your heart died
And you were left breathing.
Never
In your life
